to my college years :D it was like one of the best times of my life :)
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
d'multiply account
So I was bored with my Saturday that I decided to check my old accounts (e.g. friendster, multiply). And then, I began to browse over my multiply since i can't actually log in to this account anymore because i forgot the password already (daan jud diay xa, hehehe)
It felt funny and nostalgic at the same time to see the posts and pictures and then I decided to gather all my courage to check every album and every blog - one by one. It felt weird, though - seeing how things have changed and how everybody grew up. What make the pictures harder to look at is because there were some images that were once very dear to me and realizing that I just can't go back to those moments anymore makes it scarier to check and see.
There was even this one particular picture of She and Him. For those who knew my past love life, they will definitely understand what i feel while looking at that very image. I stared at the photo for like a minute and I let out a sigh and a faint smile. Could've been i thought. Well, i know that i am not allowed to have these thoughts but I can't help but feel a bit of pain and regret seeing it.
I then decided to read the blog posts that I have made when I was younger - I still feel a slight pang with the word, younger - I guess those were the times that i will forever keep in my heart. I started reading and i let out an awkward laugh while shaking my head while I was reading - I was just so emo back then but the words were true. There were no pretense in the feeling poured out into those sad and melancholic words. I then go back to the picture of She and Him. He read these blogs, I realized. I just wonder now what he felt when he read those posts and did he ever feel the same way? I guess not - 'coz if he did, then she could've experienced being with him.
So i moved on. I noticed that most of the blogs were really colorful and childish and as I was moving from one blog to another, I was transcended through time and the moments immortalized by words were again brought to life. all those feelings of pain and regret - it was pure and true and innocent.
i was young back then.
but i missed those days.
and i might have missed him too.
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It felt funny and nostalgic at the same time to see the posts and pictures and then I decided to gather all my courage to check every album and every blog - one by one. It felt weird, though - seeing how things have changed and how everybody grew up. What make the pictures harder to look at is because there were some images that were once very dear to me and realizing that I just can't go back to those moments anymore makes it scarier to check and see.
There was even this one particular picture of She and Him. For those who knew my past love life, they will definitely understand what i feel while looking at that very image. I stared at the photo for like a minute and I let out a sigh and a faint smile. Could've been i thought. Well, i know that i am not allowed to have these thoughts but I can't help but feel a bit of pain and regret seeing it.
I then decided to read the blog posts that I have made when I was younger - I still feel a slight pang with the word, younger - I guess those were the times that i will forever keep in my heart. I started reading and i let out an awkward laugh while shaking my head while I was reading - I was just so emo back then but the words were true. There were no pretense in the feeling poured out into those sad and melancholic words. I then go back to the picture of She and Him. He read these blogs, I realized. I just wonder now what he felt when he read those posts and did he ever feel the same way? I guess not - 'coz if he did, then she could've experienced being with him.
So i moved on. I noticed that most of the blogs were really colorful and childish and as I was moving from one blog to another, I was transcended through time and the moments immortalized by words were again brought to life. all those feelings of pain and regret - it was pure and true and innocent.
i was young back then.
but i missed those days.
and i might have missed him too.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
What's the last good book you read?
The Pelican Brief. I just can't get enough of it :)
Who are you ka jan. Pagsure george. Naa pa kay utang sturya, out2 dayon!
hahahahahahahahahahaha. :D naa pud diay ka formspring man?? :P
When does loving someone become unhealthy?
i think holding on to something which isn't actually worth it is unhealthy. but i can't really say - been there.. :D
Monday, February 21, 2011
It opens to another pool of boundless ideas such as love, crime and justice! :)so once again, really memeng?
please elaborate.. (Bolos, 2006)
Saturday, February 19, 2011
What's the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
oh! shooooot it's morning already! :D
Thursday, February 17, 2011
How many languages do you speak?
i am proud to say that i am multi-lingual. i speak english, tagalog, bisaya, and hiligaynon. i also speak a bit of japanese and korean. :)
What song best describes your life right now?
actually i don't exactly have one particular song that could describe my whole life right now. like, for love i have a particular song. for my friends, i have one as well. so nothing specific really. :)
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
my 6th deadly sin
i usually tell people that one of the deadly sins that i usually commit is LUST. well, don't ask why since i also don't want to delve into details. anyway, this sin that i am very much guilty of is envy. i just can't help but feel jealous to people who look better than me and who's life is better than mine. i have been having this trouble of controlling this emotion but it just happens everytime. always - this past few days...
now, i was just doing the usual random facebook profile strolling when i accidentally stumbled into this person's profile. she is pretty, smart and she is in a relationship. i can't really help but check her updated photo album with her boyfriend. so, they actually looked good together and look happy together which is really nice considering the rumors that i heard about them - but as i continue to click "next" in that particular album, i once again can't help but feel envious about her and about them as a couple. then, it just hit me: i wonder when he could actually do those photos with me.
well, i apologize for this post. i'm just feeling the impact of watching those cute photos at the moment. i know this feeling will pass but deep inside me, i would always ask myself how come i don't have pictures like those ones that she have.
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now, i was just doing the usual random facebook profile strolling when i accidentally stumbled into this person's profile. she is pretty, smart and she is in a relationship. i can't really help but check her updated photo album with her boyfriend. so, they actually looked good together and look happy together which is really nice considering the rumors that i heard about them - but as i continue to click "next" in that particular album, i once again can't help but feel envious about her and about them as a couple. then, it just hit me: i wonder when he could actually do those photos with me.
well, i apologize for this post. i'm just feeling the impact of watching those cute photos at the moment. i know this feeling will pass but deep inside me, i would always ask myself how come i don't have pictures like those ones that she have.
Friday, February 11, 2011
two girls missing
You reblogged fuck-yeah-tumblrs-best-posts:
This post has been featured on The Best of Tumblr Blog - Found on the blog of http://kosherpiggy.tumblr.comThese two six year old girls (Alessia and Livia Schepp) were kidnapped by their father, Matthias Schepp, a week ago from their home in Switzerland. The twins mother and father had been separated for a couple of months and they had spent the weekend with their father and he was supposed to take them back to their mothers on the 30th of January, 2011. When the girls didn’t show up, their mother reported them missing.A few days later, Schepp sent a postcard from Marseille in France to their mother saying he didn’t want to live without them. On Thursday night, he committed suicide by jumping under a train in Bari, Southern Italy.The girls are still missing and police in France, Switzerland and Italy are looking for them and they have been reported missing in over 118 countries.http://www.aolnews.com/2011/02/06/hunt-under-way-for-missing-swiss-twins-alessia-and-livia-schepp/?icid=maing|main5|dl7|sec1_lnk3|42013&a_dgi=aolshare_twitterPLEASE reblog this and spread the word. This is so unbelievably sad and I actually began crying after dad told me about it..Help the girls and pray for them, please.Submitted by dayanatuna
Thursday, February 10, 2011
addiction
SPAM: this is not something illegal. lol
i never really heard this show until while searching about my favorite TV show of all time show CHARMED. one of the stars, Holly Marie Combs (Piper) was my favorite and i was kinda stalking her in twitter and looking for her most recent projects when i accidentally clicked Pretty Little Liars.
after which, i started looking for trailers of the show and realized, "hey, it looks cool, might as well try it." because i'm not really familiar with the "online streaming" technology, i started watching it on youtube. but then i read some of the comments saying that i can watch more shows in a certain website. obedient as i am, i clicked Ctrl+T and started googling Pretty Little Liars watch online.
Once i clicked one of the searches, i started watching it and as expected, i got easily addicted. but what makes this show totally addicting? i mean, the plot is not even close enough to Charmed. so i am giving here my top 3 reasons why i love this show:
1. The girls are TRULY PRETTY - beautiful even.
don't you just love them? i personally find Troian Bellisario (Spencer Hastings) really pretty and i love the character of Ashley Benson (Hanna Marin). i think i can totally relate to her. but then there is Shay Mitchell (Emily Fields) who is a very interesting character while Lucy Hale (Aria Montgomery) has really good fashion style, if your into some punk rock-ish fashion.
2. The storyline is a mixture of suspense, horror and everything in between.
The plot is about:
Pretty Little Liars is an American mystery teen drama television series created by Marlene King. Based on the popular series of novelswritten by Sara Shepard, the show premiered on June 8, 2010 on ABC Family.[1] The series follows the lives of Spencer Hastings (Troian Bellisario), Hanna Marin (Ashley Benson), Aria Montgomery (Lucy Hale), and Emily Fields (Shay Mitchell), four girls whose clique falls apart after the disappearance of their queen bee, Alison DiLaurentis (Sasha Pieterse). One year later, they begin receiving messages from a mysterious figure using the name "A" who threatens to expose their secrets — including long-hidden ones they thought only Alison knew.[2]
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pretty_Little_Liars_(TV_series)
it also tells us the story of frienship, love and family. it is not corny actually since every episode is jampacked with action filled suspense and drama and i assure you won't feel any tiny bit of boredom.
3. The music used in the series are actually cool.
This song is used for their opening credits. COOL DOSE!
as of now, i am still waiting for episode 17. i can't watch it yet since it will be aired on TV on Valentines Day. and so to pacify my excitement, i started reading the e-book version of Pretty Little Liars.
but, to tell you the truth, i actually prefer the series than the book. lol
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i never really heard this show until while searching about my favorite TV show of all time show CHARMED. one of the stars, Holly Marie Combs (Piper) was my favorite and i was kinda stalking her in twitter and looking for her most recent projects when i accidentally clicked Pretty Little Liars.
after which, i started looking for trailers of the show and realized, "hey, it looks cool, might as well try it." because i'm not really familiar with the "online streaming" technology, i started watching it on youtube. but then i read some of the comments saying that i can watch more shows in a certain website. obedient as i am, i clicked Ctrl+T and started googling Pretty Little Liars watch online.
Once i clicked one of the searches, i started watching it and as expected, i got easily addicted. but what makes this show totally addicting? i mean, the plot is not even close enough to Charmed. so i am giving here my top 3 reasons why i love this show:
1. The girls are TRULY PRETTY - beautiful even.
2. The storyline is a mixture of suspense, horror and everything in between.
The plot is about:
Pretty Little Liars is an American mystery teen drama television series created by Marlene King. Based on the popular series of novelswritten by Sara Shepard, the show premiered on June 8, 2010 on ABC Family.[1] The series follows the lives of Spencer Hastings (Troian Bellisario), Hanna Marin (Ashley Benson), Aria Montgomery (Lucy Hale), and Emily Fields (Shay Mitchell), four girls whose clique falls apart after the disappearance of their queen bee, Alison DiLaurentis (Sasha Pieterse). One year later, they begin receiving messages from a mysterious figure using the name "A" who threatens to expose their secrets — including long-hidden ones they thought only Alison knew.[2]
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pretty_Little_Liars_(TV_series)
it also tells us the story of frienship, love and family. it is not corny actually since every episode is jampacked with action filled suspense and drama and i assure you won't feel any tiny bit of boredom.
3. The music used in the series are actually cool.
This song is used for their opening credits. COOL DOSE!
as of now, i am still waiting for episode 17. i can't watch it yet since it will be aired on TV on Valentines Day. and so to pacify my excitement, i started reading the e-book version of Pretty Little Liars.
but, to tell you the truth, i actually prefer the series than the book. lol
broken promises
i am blogging more that i should today but i don't really care.
actually i'm just pissed with what's going on. i'm getting sick and tired of trying to understand all his disappointments in me. i may have broken some of my promises but i just can't stand the fact that even though i'm trying oh so hard to please him and give in to all his requests, i can't seem to understand why he still gets mad when he can't get what he wants. most of all, he is blaming me for being inadequate! he keeps on ranting about not going to drive his bicycle because he is getting tired of me not doing anything! can't he just realize that i am doing my very best so that i can give everything he likes??! and whenever i ask something from him, he keeps on saying : i don't have money.
he can be so cruel...OFTENTIMES.
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actually i'm just pissed with what's going on. i'm getting sick and tired of trying to understand all his disappointments in me. i may have broken some of my promises but i just can't stand the fact that even though i'm trying oh so hard to please him and give in to all his requests, i can't seem to understand why he still gets mad when he can't get what he wants. most of all, he is blaming me for being inadequate! he keeps on ranting about not going to drive his bicycle because he is getting tired of me not doing anything! can't he just realize that i am doing my very best so that i can give everything he likes??! and whenever i ask something from him, he keeps on saying : i don't have money.
he can be so cruel...OFTENTIMES.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
this little story of infidelity for 5 minutes
i just need to let this out to get this over with...
it was strange texting jerwin again. he was actually one of my suitors before and we were once an item back in highschool. we were sharing certain things and flirting a little. before bungo and i became a couple, jerwin and i had some sort of silly agreement to be textmates for a while until we get to decide if we could be together. after such, he never texted again and life moved on - i was with bungo now.
last night, jerwin and i started texting each other again and he told he changed his number. he heard that i was in a relationship already and asked why i didn't wait for him and i was shocked. i never exactly expected him to be that bold and serious about the ridiculous thing we had back then.
and then i realized something - what if i waited for jerwin a little longer? then i wouldn't have to sacrifice my friends. don't get me wrong - i love bungo so much (more than anybody else - more than myself). it's just that things could've been better. i wouldn't get guilty everytime bungo talks about what happened to me - to us before and i wouldn't feel insulted everytime he tells me that he can't trust me that much now. and then bungo would never have doubts about me and about my friends and then there would be harmony and balance.
i feel guilty now - i deleted all the messages in my cellphone last night. i think it was better - but i guess it could never work out between me and jerwin if we ended up together.
i guess all i was just wishing is for things to get better around me. it was never the same as before but i think it could be nice for everyone to be at peace - just having fun and never thinking about what will happen tomorrow....
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it was strange texting jerwin again. he was actually one of my suitors before and we were once an item back in highschool. we were sharing certain things and flirting a little. before bungo and i became a couple, jerwin and i had some sort of silly agreement to be textmates for a while until we get to decide if we could be together. after such, he never texted again and life moved on - i was with bungo now.
last night, jerwin and i started texting each other again and he told he changed his number. he heard that i was in a relationship already and asked why i didn't wait for him and i was shocked. i never exactly expected him to be that bold and serious about the ridiculous thing we had back then.
and then i realized something - what if i waited for jerwin a little longer? then i wouldn't have to sacrifice my friends. don't get me wrong - i love bungo so much (more than anybody else - more than myself). it's just that things could've been better. i wouldn't get guilty everytime bungo talks about what happened to me - to us before and i wouldn't feel insulted everytime he tells me that he can't trust me that much now. and then bungo would never have doubts about me and about my friends and then there would be harmony and balance.
i feel guilty now - i deleted all the messages in my cellphone last night. i think it was better - but i guess it could never work out between me and jerwin if we ended up together.
i guess all i was just wishing is for things to get better around me. it was never the same as before but i think it could be nice for everyone to be at peace - just having fun and never thinking about what will happen tomorrow....
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