Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't see, the pain someone feels.-muhilak ko ron! na! na! na! ...

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acid intakes :P

okay. i admit that i LOOOOOOOOVE coke so much. can't live without it.and i had a few drinks a while ago, then suddenly... amfotangutinayanumatakedimakayaangsakit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'd rather have a heartache forever. aw,unsa ba! ayaw sad..hahaha...

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I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now—if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it—I would be able to look back on those few short ...months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time as he’d given me. More...

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on shating, sober minds and chikka

i got drunk. thanks mik!so i have been trying my very best to keep my mouth shut about the things that are happening this past few weeks and of course during the silent times, i have also come to realize that it's time to let go - maybe it's not really worth fighting for. but i would be a hypocrite if i say that i don't think of HIM because i still do - during my idle moments which ATTACKS really...

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a night of youtube watching

punyetang rarejob yan! (sorry for the language). haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. actually i don't really have the right to complain or even to let out some very harsh words 'coz it's all my fault why i'm suffering from this 208 punishment - but i can't help it.anyway, as to kill the boredom and to somehow pacify my anger, i decided to just watch youtube videos - starting from meg and dia to blink 182 to listening...

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...but i didn't let go without struggle

just one of those thingsso here it goes. i have always liked meg and dia songs, thanks to mitch by the way for introducing me to this duo. anyway, other personal favorites would include setting up sunday, cardigan weather, roses and a few others. it actually reminds me of the infamous "drinking" (define poser) days in zozobrado and meeting the so-called mintal friends which happens to be somewhat...

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blast from the past

because i like living in the past and because these are the songs that i have grown up to (sorry spice girls) - here are just some of the personal favorites.these songs make me wanna cry... (for the char)o, xaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!kani jud na kanta oh..pirting ngilngiga! kay ganahan kayo ko magpasuya especially sa mga makabasa LANG ani na blog (NOTE: dahil MAINGAY PA RIN)at syempre, pwede ba naman...

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of all the ways you hurt me - I think the worst was when you stood up and asked her to dance to our song.-galing-galing talaga ng fb. dapat iclap-clap. bwish...

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good morning slacker!

so this post is one week late. its suppose to be oct.9,2009. 9amso guess what? my very early morning post would be having him sleep on my bed. good morning diay mga bai! :Dat around 3.30 in the morning, i am still wide awake smoking my pretty face out while drinking my lukewarm coffee (i don't like hot drinks by the way) just to finish my effin thesis in preparation for this afternoon's re-defense....

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possessive mode on

oo, aminado ko na irrational ni akuang pagka selosa. ug aning mga panahuna, dili dapat ginapairal ning mga selos-selos issue tungod kay kita tanan amigo ug kita tanan dapat naay equality. pero unsaon man nako pagpugong sa akong gibati kung mismo ako makakita na naa jud mga panghitabo na dili jud pwede iignore?sige ah. nasabtan man nako na dili ka mutxt sa akua kay tungod "awkward" kunuhay...pero unta...

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fb love quotes and advice.FROM SARAH:Sometimes we tend to be in despair, when the person we love leaves, but the truth is that this is not our loss. Its theirs, because... they left the only person in the world who would never give up on them.FROM LOURDES:I know that you feel me somehow.MINE:I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.***putanginanglabyananggalingmagadviceperoanghirapgawin!...

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confessions of a slacker

i am a slacker and forgive me for being one.i decided to make this blog as an apology letter to allthe people who got affected with my slacker fest these past few weeks.First and foremost, to JM. i am very sorry that i have been very irresponsible and inconsiderate. i should have thought about the project first, but because i am too selfish i totally forgot that i had things to attend to. Next, to...

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di na natuto

"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."bob ongang masasabi ko lang...daghan na ta!!!!!!!!!!!***apir pina-ambak...

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dearest

to this special someone who is not so special after all: every night i ask myself what went wrong or maybe what's wrong with me.and how i could still sit here and watch you and keep everything cool.where do i get the courage to face you? even text you? even throw jokes when you're around?i have been trying so hard to think that you don't deserve all this attention,that after all you are just a piece...

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sorry sorry

dahil tinatamad na naman ako kaya naisipan kong magpacancel ulit ng klase ko sa rarejob. good luck sa sweldo. tapos, naisip ko na mag video watching na lang muna sa youtube at naalala ko si mikmik dahil may nagchange ng relationship status sa friendster. kaya ito, para sa'yo 'tol! para hindi ka masyado ma-stress...ahkae...

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mga aligutgot

akig ka gid sa akon haw? grabe ka naman..bal-an mu gid nga gipagsisihan ko na ang tanan...ngaa indi mu pa gid to makalimtan???hambal lang bala kung akig ka parahindi ko ma-sige hulat sa imu ba.ti ano? gin-atake mo ko sa weakness ko...lipay ka na haw? na-hurt mo na ko...nakabalos naman kamu ba...ngaa indi gid pwede pagkalimtan tong mgabutang nato haw? ato gid kadako2 ang sala ko haw?ano mana man??...

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august rush

while july was a blast, august was somewhat...hmmm, let me think..controversial? or hmmm.. maybe the most proper word would be unconventional which is rather interesting. ambot. weird. haaaaaaaay, i'm lost for words. bsta things just happened quickly and before i knew it, it was all gone. siguro, i didn't try hard enough. much has been said and done and lots of emotions have been hurt. too many things...

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YOU'VE ALWAYS GOT TIME FOR DARYL GEORGE

http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi1. What do you say to yourself every morning? THINGS HAPPEN AFTER DARYL GEORGE..***beware..hahahhahahahhahaha 2. What do you want other people say about you? PLINK,PLINK DARYL GEORGE.. ***ang meaning diay sa plink kay TO MAKE A SOFT METALLIC SOUND..lol 3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...GET THE DOOR - IT'S DARYL GEORGE***dahil ako ang queen :)) 4. How...

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the show

***slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop...ps: i'm so scared but i don't show it...

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"its funny how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces"-kankanang masasabi ko lang ay one word:EXACTLY!!!!!!!...

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loving Kpop

peybowit ni tine.daghan pogi..as in literally!!!!!!!!!!!xempre anjan c sandy..kaya i lab et...

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0709

july 31. huling araw na pala! and this has been the most fun, fruitful and weird month-so far...maraming nangyari at marami ring...ah basta! for this month, ako ay :1. nagkaroon ng thesis topic (MAGALING!MAGALING!)2. nakapagpasa ng thesis proposal (NA INOKRAY RIN NI SIR DENNIS)3. nagka boyfriend (FOR A WEEK..OKAY NA RIN YOWN!)4. gumawa ng something na adult lamang ang gumagawa... (AUG.10, JUDGMENT...

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broken pieces

the world shattered right before my very eye.i thought i was strong enough but i was wrong. it seems that i am the ugliest girl alive. all the efforts made were of no use. everything's gone and i am left here.i shouldn't have.i shouldn't have.i shouldn't have.i might as well do my homework. i might as well continue loving ely boi..i might as well love someone who is far far enough from me so that...

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Ten Top Trivia Tips about DARYL GEORGE

DARYL GEORGE, from the movie of the same name, had green blood!In the kingdom of Bhutan, all citizens officially become DARYL GEORGE on New Year's Day.If you break DARYL GEORGE, you will get seven years of bad luck.The ace of spades in a playing card deck symbolizes DARYL GEORGE.DARYL GEORGE was originally green, and actually contained cocaine!Until the 1960s, DARYL GEORGE was not allowed to enter...

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best before seal

while contemplating this afternoon, i came across this one song which could somehow summarize my whole life this week.. "flames to dustlovers to friendswhy do all things come to an end..."i know things have been topsy turvy this past few weeks but i think it is quite an injustice when the moment things are just beginning to sink in and then all of a sudden reality slaps you in the face saying, "hoi...

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my rebuttal to kiani's thoughts.

so kiani opened this notion last sunday about liking somebody from a far and how it could also feel oh so good and oh so nice to not actually hold the person you like but instead love that person from afar. he even explained it so clearly that even i could've fallen to the idea. so here's what he said : "for example noh, like kunwari kaning ketchup. unang kita pa lang nimu na kita aning ketchup -...

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in a relationship.

*cross fingers*i really hope that my friends won't make such a bigdeal out of this blog.*cross fingers*so here's the catch.although i am still in quite a shockand i am still trying to get used to the idea of havinga boyfriend already...i'm starting to like the different kind of contentment andhappiness that i feel inside.it's not that i like kuya jerson or what..but the idea of having someone to call...

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jerson-THE BOYFRIEND

may boyfriend na ako. weird noh???don't know why i feel this way - or if i even feel anything...wala lang, i think it's still kinda shockingwhen suddenly my oh so peaceful and flirtatious lifesuddenly turned upside down.although this is not really formal since it is only for like a week (for crying out loud)it seems that everyone is expecting for some extension...o diba? bongga!maayo pa mo expecting!heheheheanyway,...

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dreams. pictures.dreams.pictures.

i woke up today from a very strange dream. it seems that i have been dreaming with this new friend lately and i can't seem to understand why these dreams are somewhat physically or maybe sexually related (if you know what i mean). anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay... here's the thing: the dream was about him and me and that we were lovers of some kind. although it wasn't really explicitly said in the dream,...

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FRIEND OR F.O.E

it's not that i don't like my friends. it's not like i don't understand where they all are coming from. as a matter of fact, i try to understand them as much as possible and even try my very best to meet their expectations so as not to create a huge commotion or a large CAVE mode thingy.so what am i even blabbering about? well, nothing really. it's just that i have had enough of all the understanding....

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ABSENCE

i had the weirdest dream about you last night.and because you suddenly crossed my peaceful world, i decided to try and check you out in case your around - atleast i can hear you say "hi chabi-chabi!" for about a second.but, you weren't there.kuya said you didn't work today because you might be busy with something else.and then i suddenly felt sad.but i decided to wait for you still, in case you would...

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ang aking future...

and since the beginning of my eternal damnation is fast approaching, i was doing some intellectual thinking which is strictly for those who are intellectually gifted but oftentimes neglect it. what i meant by this is that during my idle moments, i think of possible thesis topics that could be of great help for my future. and from what i have gathered, most of these topics should be observed or should...

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DEAR DIARY

today is june 3 and just like any other day, my afternoon routine would include sleeping till 3 pm, watching kambal sa uma and precious hearts romances. so guess what? i'm not really productive in the afternoons so i try my very best to finish everything before it's 12 nn. bago ako atakihin ng *EHEM* antok...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzbut that's not what i wanted to talk about, really. what i want to tell you...

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myquizbox.com

actually, natake ko na pala 'to..pero dahil inggetera ulit ako, thanks sa link maan ha!Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.*CHAAAAAAR The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are not looking...

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MOVIE MARATHON

dahil hindi ako makatulog kagabi, i decided to finish the movie na matagal ng nakapending sa utak ko at ang title nito ay proof starring gwyneth paltrow, anthony hopkins and nakalimutan ko ang name ng leading man (PEACE!)the movie was okay. actually i was very intrigued about the story of these math geeks working together and you know, trying to find out proofs. it really had a good story, to tell...

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BLOOPERS.

so before i bid goodbye, i would like to announce to everyone that i am working here. indeed, i am working in this not-so-rare-kind-of-job anymore - if you know what i mean. but, can you blame me? i need some dough bro! (char, rhyming...)so, this job isn't as challenging as what you think it is. i guess that's the reason why most students in UP start applying for this job. aside from the fact that...

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YOU LOVE ME

I moved around from town to townlots of people around, but still so lonelyfriendships would grow then i'd hit the roadmaking up excuses for why i had to leavealways been too scared and unpreparedto let anybody get too close to mebut when i met you right away i knewyou would never ever ever hurt meand the road's still long but you come alongand you hold my hand and you understandwhen i look at you...

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nakakamiss...

i arrived at around 6:30 pm in eprime. upon entering, i automatically noticed that all the units are full but, i still asked anyway, just in case ARTE LANG ANG UBAN CUSTOMER and they prefer to have a "cubicled" unit. but, i was shocked when a new face surfaced from paul's throne...to my shock, hapit ko nakasyagit ug "KINSAAAAAAAAAAAA KAAAA???!!!!!!" pero to tell you the truth, dili man jud sa wala...

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ERASERHEADS ONCE AGAIN :)

offline ang student for 8:30 at closed naman ang 9:00 pm. okay lang...hindi ako masyadong disappointed kasi GOD has been showering me with a full load for the past 2 days at ayaw ko rin na man ipressure si LORD noh...anyway, hindi naman kasi talaga yan ang kwento. ganito kasi yon: after eraserheads self deprivation mode for almost a month, i decided to listen to listen to Spoliarium again before my...

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EX ALERT

BUZZ!BUZZ!BUZZ!si lloyd kay nagsamok-samok na pud.pagka nalang... guess what he asked me to do tonight??GUESS.GUESS.GUESS.he wanted me to do some reaction paper with his HELPER VS HELPEE thingy aboutleading and interviews and all. it was a little difficult and this wasn't the first time he asked me a favor to do his projects. since college started, i think he has asked me arounda couple of times to...

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VAMPIRE-ish

i cried before going to work tonight.dili ni siya emo ha...i cried because my very handsome and cute nephew has somevampiric abilities a.k.a NAGAPAMAAK.he bit me. I REPEAT: HE BIT ME. GIPAAK KO NIYA!i was on the verge on making pamalikas because it was really painful...but before i let our a huge PUTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG INAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..i gathered all my thoughts and my self up and just cried...

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EMO-ness mode

I'm a big big girlin a big big worldIt's not a big big thing if you leave mebut I do do feel thatI too too will miss you muchmiss you much...I can see the first leaf fallingit's all yellow and niceIt's so very cold outsidelike the way I'm feeling insideI'm a big big girlin a big big worldIt's not a big big thing if you leave mebut I do do feel thatI too too will miss you muchmiss you much...Outside...

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AKO DIAY SI DARYL...

*EVIL GRIN**EVIL LAUGHS**BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*dahil ako ay may masamang balak....i finally took the chance of meeting PAUL FOR REAL!YES!so here's what happened:i was uberly pissed last night for paying 75 pesos with only 4 students. so what do you expect?hapit ko MAGHIKOG!but because i was already seriously plotting my strategy on how to know PAUL's name, miski kailanako sa iyaha..*lahi...

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PISSED.

dahil nga naman wala akong ginagawa...tapos ang sunod kong klase eh 11 pa nman...okay, so here's the catch...*&(%@#!%^%*(^%$#%#i am so pissed off and disappointed to myself tonight because i haven'tdone enough to keep all my loyal students intact. i could feel that nawawala na ang charms ko.LINTE!so dahil wla akong ginawa for almost 2 hoursi just waited for tine to call me 'coz i seriously need...

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CURIOUS CASE OF DARYL GEORGE ENRIQUEZ

so papa was driving me to work last night when i suddenly thought about the story of benjamin button. kalit-kalit ko usahay kaya pasensya...anyway, so i just stumbled upon the thought of that story and once again i find it amusing and even wished for it to happen in real life. well, i know and understand that is oh so weird and dramatic and all, pero i guess it is better that way. don't you think?1....

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