ABSENCE

i had the weirdest dream about you last night.and because you suddenly crossed my peaceful world, i decided to try and check you out in case your around - atleast i can hear you say "hi chabi-chabi!" for about a second.but, you weren't there.kuya said you didn't work today because you might be busy with something else.and then i suddenly felt sad.but i decided to wait for you still, in case you would arrive.but you didn't.i waited.i waited.i waited.an hour has passed, your friends have passed but not even a single shadow appeared.i felt sad and empty.i am happy when i dream about you.i am happy when i see you.i'm happy - for awhile.i don't like you but you make me happy. it's weird. it's strange. it sucks.