TWISTED

I LIKE BIPOLARS because they are unpredictable.
I SMILE when i am being mean.
I AM FOND OF MAKING BUBBLE THOUGHTS. i find them very exciting.
I SWEAR when i am happy.
I SWEAR MORE when i am pissed.
I LOVE chicken.
I HATE frogs.
I PREFER LISTENING than TALKING.
I HAVE WEIRD VIEWS about life.
I AM EMO at certain circumstances.
I LOATHE numbers.
I CRY when i read books.
I CRY MORE when i watch movies.
ELY BUENDIA will always be UNINTENDED.

***NORMAL MOST OF THE TIME.

CONVERSE: I LOVE

dark room


LOVING THEM FOREVER

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Monday, September 28, 2009

fb love quotes and advice.

FROM SARAH:

Sometimes we tend to be in despair, when the person we love leaves, but the truth is that this is not our loss. Its theirs, because... they left the only person in the world who would never give up on them.


FROM LOURDES:
I know that you feel me somehow.


MINE:
I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.


***putanginanglabyananggalingmagadviceperoanghirapgawin! pwedebamagworkangworldnapuroquotesnlngangnggogovern??!!!!!

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Friday, September 25, 2009

confessions of a slacker

i am a slacker and forgive me for being one.
i decided to make this blog as an apology letter to all
the people who got affected with my slacker fest these past few weeks.

First and foremost, to JM. i am very sorry that i have been very irresponsible and inconsiderate.
i should have thought about the project first, but because i am too selfish i totally forgot that i had things to attend to.

Next, to Maan. I am very sorry that i had disappointed you again. My silence again, I'm sure made a fuss and not going to school plus drinking every night made it all worse. I'm sorry for not meeting you last Thursday. It totally slipped my mind.

Lastly, to Tine who's been defending me ever since. I'm so sorry that I am like this. I know I'm in totally bad shape right now and I know that you are starting to get tired of being always on my side. I admit that I have mistaken and please forgive me.

Finally, to all the people that got affected with this not so fabulous deed that i have done, i apologize. but please allow me to keep all these private - that i can't say the exact reasons why this has been happening

i am in deep shit right now, i know. and nobody's to blame but me. but i am not asking for help because i can do it better my way. all i need is understanding as of the moment. i'll be back but not soon enough. i will take this slow. i will go home to contemplate and rethink all the things that i have done. i hope i can still see you guys with open arms by the time i'm back.

once again, i'm sorry. please forgive me, you guys.



*** i just love him so much...
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

di na natuto

"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."

bob ong



ang masasabi ko lang...
daghan na ta!!!!!!!!!!!

***apir pina-ambak
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

dearest


to this special someone who is not so special after all:



every night i ask myself what went wrong or maybe what's wrong with me.
and how i could still sit here and watch you and keep everything cool.
where do i get the courage to face you? even text you? even throw jokes when you're around?
i have been trying so hard to think that you don't deserve all this attention,
that after all you are just a piece of shit who likes to play
games and unfortunately i was one of your victims.
but how come i can't make myself hate you?

anyway, i still wish you the best of luck. and whenever you need me i am just around the corner and just a text away. i can't say goodbye. but i can't wait for too long either. after all, we are just under the same lonely sky...
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Thursday, September 17, 2009

sorry sorry



dahil tinatamad na naman ako kaya naisipan kong magpacancel ulit ng klase ko sa rarejob. good luck sa sweldo. tapos, naisip ko na mag video watching na lang muna sa youtube at naalala ko si mikmik dahil may nagchange ng relationship status sa friendster. kaya ito, para sa'yo 'tol! para hindi ka masyado ma-stress...ahkae??!
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Sunday, September 6, 2009

mga aligutgot

akig ka gid sa akon haw? grabe ka naman..
bal-an mu gid nga gipagsisihan ko na ang tanan...
ngaa indi mu pa gid to makalimtan???
hambal lang bala kung akig ka para
hindi ko ma-sige hulat sa imu ba.
ti ano? gin-atake mo ko sa weakness ko...
lipay ka na haw? na-hurt mo na ko...
nakabalos naman kamu ba...
ngaa indi gid pwede pagkalimtan tong mga
butang nato haw? ato gid kadako2 ang sala ko haw?
ano mana man?? du'oh mortal sin to ba...
ginhilakan ko na to...
gina haunt ko hantod krn..
tapos nainsulto mo na ko..
akig ka lang ghapon???
ti, diin ang maturity sina?
abi ko ba mau ka musabot..
na tarong ka na kasabay..
siling mo pa gani sato, "kung dili ko maayo na amigo jorj dugay
na nako to giingon sa iya..."
ti, mas gingusto ko pa na gin hambal mu sa iya para mas bibo ba...
kaurugot gid ng mga cold treatment ba.
ako lang gihapon ang may sala.
ti, gindawat ko na gani...napildi nako mo.
ano pa gid gusto mo haw???
haheyz...
ti maano ta sini karon? kalimtanay na lang?
indi bala gid ko dali makalimot.
indi mo gid ko pagtistingan kay na..hindi na lang
gid ko masabat.




stay put ka lang bala dah...
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august rush

while july was a blast, august was somewhat...hmmm, let me think..controversial? or hmmm.. maybe the most proper word would be unconventional which is rather interesting. ambot. weird. haaaaaaaay, i'm lost for words. bsta things just happened quickly and before i knew it, it was all gone.

siguro, i didn't try hard enough. much has been said and done and lots of emotions have been hurt. too many things happened which got out of hand. and i wasn't able to get a hold of it. these past few months had it's own story to tell.

it all started as a joke...
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