broken promises

i am blogging more that i should today but i don't really care.

actually i'm just pissed with what's going on. i'm getting sick and tired of trying to understand all his disappointments in me. i may have broken some of my promises but i just can't stand the fact that even though i'm trying oh so hard to please him and give in to all his requests, i can't seem to understand why he still gets mad when he can't get what he wants. most of all, he is blaming me for being inadequate! he keeps on ranting about not going to drive his bicycle because he is getting tired of me not doing anything! can't he just realize that i am doing my very best so that i can give everything he likes??! and whenever i ask something from him, he keeps on saying :  i don't have money.

he can be so cruel...OFTENTIMES.